Life Direction Dilemma

The thing is

 

What if I want to just learn different stuff

 

And totally don't mind helping other people learn stuff also

 

But not in a toxic, high-control assembly line system

 

And the problem is I still have bills

 

(i.e.: I think the Really Final FINAL Final draft of my master's thesis is the actual final draft, as it went to the graduate office today and from what I understand all they fiss about is formatting. So that means figuring out my life in general is no longer A Later Problem.)